I Married A Man 30 Years Older Than Me... I Have No Complaints About My Husband Who Has A Stable Income And Lets Me Indulge In His Kindness... But... We No Longer Have A Physical Relationship And I039m Always Sexually Frustrated. It Was Our First Trip To A Hot Spring Since We Got Married. I Made Eye Contact With A Young Man Who Was Staying There And I Couldn039t Take My Eyes Off Him...